May 2020

07.02.2020

Dear you, it's been a month since circuit breaker in Singapore. It's been a month we didn't work. And it's been months and maybe years you stopped loving me. I just wanted you to know, I never stop loving you. I'm always her for you. I know you only pity on me. That's okay. We'll be fine. Let the time bring us forward. Let the past stay behind but let's bring along all those sweet moments we spent together for the past few years. Those years I never regret sharing with my one and only soulmate HDL. Even though I don't have your heart right now, but I believe that one day we can be together again like we used to. I AM NEVER GIVING UP ON US! NEVER EVER!

67 days left
it'll be our 6 years anniversary
I know it means nothing to you but it's meaningful to me
please..
stay with me..
HDL

I Love You

sincerely,
Jeyn

7:36PM
Woodlands DR 50
Singapore

2020

27.02.2020

This is the way I wrote everything, everywhere right now. And will end with time.

2020 is a tough beginning for me. Except my birthday which was great. There's hidden stuff I didn't know that's happened for months probably.  Which hurts a lot. Just lost a friend,  a family on the 7th of February, Mio, you will always be remembered.  I encountered another problem,  on the 18th, I caught someone who doesn't love me anymore.  It hurts a lot and I started to cry since that day. I couldn't do anything cause I don't want to lose her. And at the same time, I don't want her to do what she's doing. Play around? Really dear? It doesn't seems so. You are the one who can't let go. You fell deep into the hole of love. Which I wasn't in there. Probably several others inside. It hurts a lot. Damn hurt. But, I can hold on to this, for years I am able to do it, I am not gonna give up this easily.  Remember that, you are mine. We have long way to go.  Play until you got bored but just don't fell to death,  cause I will definitely won't let that happen.  Insult, hurt, break my heart to pieces the way you wanted,  but I will do anything to collect all those pieces and put them back together.  Even though it may not looked the same the way it was, but my love for you will never change HDL. NEVER EVER TIL DEATH.

♡

0602

Woodlands DR 50

Singapore