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i miss heR

.. i miss her ..

.. really damn miss her ..

.. hmm ..

we met on Friday .. yea we did .. but in different status .. not like b4 this .. i'm a bit nervous 2 meet my dear .. but everything was fine .. at 1st .. we meet each other just like friends .. yea .. but i'm glad cos she still care bout me .. we walk together w/o holding each others hand .. same like a friend lo .. but then when we're going to cross the road .. i'm happy cos we finally hold each other hand again like we used 2 be .. after that we walk around the mall n talk to each other as usual .. n i feel like we're still the same .. a couple .. but i think she didn't feel the same .. even her friends think that we're together .. both of us just keep quit .. u may say i'm acting for that .. but u r wrong cos i'm not .. it comes naturally .. why ?? cos 2 me .. she's still mine .. forever mine .. always be mine .. i never think that our chapter was over .. never .. now .. i will always be here to wait 4 her .. i'm happy cos now we still keep in touch 2 each other .. cos i really can't live w/o her .. pray 4 us ..

p/s : i wanna thank my beloved friend franssie sisca who's by my side that day .. i never cried like that b4 huh .. hmm .. thanx 4 everything .. also 2 Severina n Viee .. n every1 who supports me .. n 2 those who try 2 stop me from this .. F**K OFF !! i don't need those kinda xh!t people !! thnx ..

STDE

fwens forever.....

we are fwens forever till the end of our life time...we have been go through a lot of challenge like in family problem,love problem and even our fwenship problems...but we manage to settle it...its owesome when you have a fwens...we can share our feeling...on 31 may 2010 was my unforgettable moment which me and one of my fwen were drunk becos of guys...hahahaha...its crazy rite...hahahaha...we both cry becos the guy that we love have leave us...huhuhuh...thats was my sad moment...i do love him...so do my fwen...we both love the guy that we love...but...ermmmm....dont wanna to disscuss rite nw..hehehe...its was fun to have a fwens like wat i have rite now...i love them so damn much....love ue my fwensss....muahhhh....fwens foevar ya..!!!!

fwens forever.....

we are fwens forever till the end of our life time...we have been go through a lot of challenge like in family problem,love problem and even our fwenship problems...but we manage to settle it...its owesome when you have a fwens...we can share our feeling...on 31 may 2010 was my unforgettable moment which me and one of my fwen were drunk becos of guys...hahahaha...its crazy rite...hahahaha...we both cry becos the guy that we love have leave us...huhuhuh...thats was my sad moment...i do love him...so do my fwen...we both love the guy that we love...but...ermmmm....dont wanna to disscuss rite nw..hehehe...its was fun to have a fwens like wat i have rite now...i love them so damn much....love ue my fwensss....muahhhh....fwens foevar ya..!!!!

.. i LoVe hEr ..

i love her .. yes i do .. miss her damn much .. 2 days heven't met each other .. haiz .. and more and more problem comes .. one of it .. we have to use ME & U again .. huhu .. so sad .. we have to .. hurm .. but U already promise ME .. that u promise that U will never leave ME .. ME dun wanna lose U .. want U to b mine 4ever .. love U damn much .. can't imagine what my life could be without U by my side .. we almost end our relationship just because of A WORD that i mistakenly typed in sms .. i'd call U .. but U were very angry that time and won't listen to any of my words .. we tried hard to discuss bout it thru the phone .. i was very sad that moment as U really wanna end it .. i wanna go out from home just to go find U .. but U said No as U dun wanna c my face FOREVER .. i was very2 sad .. i saw my broken mirror and thinking of using it to stabbed myself .. i almost did it .. but i remember what U said .. dun hurt myself like what always did before .. or else .. U will leave ME .. so i didn't .. finally .. everything's ok .. i'm happy .. tears start to dry .. but just now .. it starts to flow again .. hmm .. normal huh .. yeah .. no matter what .. I will always love U my dear .. I'm happy to have U by my side .. hope they can accept US .. U know what I mean rite ? .. those that cause us to use ME & U again .. hmm .. LOVE U B .. muahxx !