Oct 2nd, 2010

so happy yesterday coz can meet my dear .. hehehe .. both of us don't want 2 let each other go but i have 2 coz got other place 2 go .. huhuhu .. miss my dear .. love u always dear .. always wait 4 u ..

after left my dear .. went 2 a birthday party 4 a while .. then continue 2 another wedding .. x kanla pun kna suru p jua .. haiz .. nasib bek ada jua kwn .. c brey jua la .. as i promise .. i won't drink any beer ody unless w/ my dear n w/ permission from my dear .. but i did drank dunnoe wat drink in the bamboo .. huhu .. n then .. ada pla perselisihan faham between dad n sorank sna .. fuh ! nasib x gaduh .. haiz .. this part wasn't good lo ..

but sure the best part is meet my dear lo .. haha .. happy .. can't stop thinking bout it .. we got video also .. hee ~~ muahx .. miss n love u dear ..

-w-

i miss heR

.. i miss her ..

.. really damn miss her ..

.. hmm ..

we met on Friday .. yea we did .. but in different status .. not like b4 this .. i'm a bit nervous 2 meet my dear .. but everything was fine .. at 1st .. we meet each other just like friends .. yea .. but i'm glad cos she still care bout me .. we walk together w/o holding each others hand .. same like a friend lo .. but then when we're going to cross the road .. i'm happy cos we finally hold each other hand again like we used 2 be .. after that we walk around the mall n talk to each other as usual .. n i feel like we're still the same .. a couple .. but i think she didn't feel the same .. even her friends think that we're together .. both of us just keep quit .. u may say i'm acting for that .. but u r wrong cos i'm not .. it comes naturally .. why ?? cos 2 me .. she's still mine .. forever mine .. always be mine .. i never think that our chapter was over .. never .. now .. i will always be here to wait 4 her .. i'm happy cos now we still keep in touch 2 each other .. cos i really can't live w/o her .. pray 4 us ..

p/s : i wanna thank my beloved friend franssie sisca who's by my side that day .. i never cried like that b4 huh .. hmm .. thanx 4 everything .. also 2 Severina n Viee .. n every1 who supports me .. n 2 those who try 2 stop me from this .. F**K OFF !! i don't need those kinda xh!t people !! thnx ..

STDE

fwens forever.....

we are fwens forever till the end of our life time...we have been go through a lot of challenge like in family problem,love problem and even our fwenship problems...but we manage to settle it...its owesome when you have a fwens...we can share our feeling...on 31 may 2010 was my unforgettable moment which me and one of my fwen were drunk becos of guys...hahahaha...its crazy rite...hahahaha...we both cry becos the guy that we love have leave us...huhuhuh...thats was my sad moment...i do love him...so do my fwen...we both love the guy that we love...but...ermmmm....dont wanna to disscuss rite nw..hehehe...its was fun to have a fwens like wat i have rite now...i love them so damn much....love ue my fwensss....muahhhh....fwens foevar ya..!!!!

fwens forever.....

we are fwens forever till the end of our life time...we have been go through a lot of challenge like in family problem,love problem and even our fwenship problems...but we manage to settle it...its owesome when you have a fwens...we can share our feeling...on 31 may 2010 was my unforgettable moment which me and one of my fwen were drunk becos of guys...hahahaha...its crazy rite...hahahaha...we both cry becos the guy that we love have leave us...huhuhuh...thats was my sad moment...i do love him...so do my fwen...we both love the guy that we love...but...ermmmm....dont wanna to disscuss rite nw..hehehe...its was fun to have a fwens like wat i have rite now...i love them so damn much....love ue my fwensss....muahhhh....fwens foevar ya..!!!!

.. i LoVe hEr ..

i love her .. yes i do .. miss her damn much .. 2 days heven't met each other .. haiz .. and more and more problem comes .. one of it .. we have to use ME & U again .. huhu .. so sad .. we have to .. hurm .. but U already promise ME .. that u promise that U will never leave ME .. ME dun wanna lose U .. want U to b mine 4ever .. love U damn much .. can't imagine what my life could be without U by my side .. we almost end our relationship just because of A WORD that i mistakenly typed in sms .. i'd call U .. but U were very angry that time and won't listen to any of my words .. we tried hard to discuss bout it thru the phone .. i was very sad that moment as U really wanna end it .. i wanna go out from home just to go find U .. but U said No as U dun wanna c my face FOREVER .. i was very2 sad .. i saw my broken mirror and thinking of using it to stabbed myself .. i almost did it .. but i remember what U said .. dun hurt myself like what always did before .. or else .. U will leave ME .. so i didn't .. finally .. everything's ok .. i'm happy .. tears start to dry .. but just now .. it starts to flow again .. hmm .. normal huh .. yeah .. no matter what .. I will always love U my dear .. I'm happy to have U by my side .. hope they can accept US .. U know what I mean rite ? .. those that cause us to use ME & U again .. hmm .. LOVE U B .. muahxx !

~ iT''s oVeR ~

it's officially over already .. hmm .. it's 2 month & 2 days .. we juz met once .. but we love each other b4 .. now we go to our own way .. thank God coz she still accept me as fren .. f not .. aduh .. dunnoe wat to say liao lo .. hmmm .. datz all ..

i wAs dRuNk

wahahahaha .. pnya men gila 2 dayz ago .. my sista's came to my house just wanna go to our fwen b'day party together .. i'm telling u all my sista .. masuk dlm bilik aq adalah sgt haram ! x guna kmu masuk ! x pandai dgr g toh aq swu kuar .. 3 org kmu rempuh aq arh ! tp xpa la .. jan wat g kae .. klu aq marah pandai lupa kwn taw .. hahaha .. hati2 la kmu .. kta p jam 8pm++ wae kan .. sepa lah yg lambat toh .. hahaha .. shit o cos i'm drunk .. at start ok jak .. so hot n bored .. but then ok .. yg shitnya aq VOMIT !! damn ne !! perut kosong la kali .. i arrive home bout 10am kali .. didn't go home (09.07.2010,Friday) .. menyimpang luk .. aq x blek umah cos meet my new fwen .. syg kat dya .. haha .. tp dya h8 me sua .. huuu .. njoy wae .. aq kna buli ne .. buli 4 good la .. kna paksa mkn .. T.T .. miz u darl .. XD ok .. sal yg mabuk blek .. budu ow me rasa cos vomit there .. i can go to toilet for sure but force myself vomit there .. so stupid hor .. haiz .. embarrassing leh .. damn ow ! finally kna htr pilang .. x remember wat time .. but i do remember i walk the wrong way after go down from the car ,, i hit my cousin''s car''s side mirror ,, i sit in front of the door cos it was locked n i didn''t bring the key ,, my aunt come down n ask y i'm sitting there ,, my uncle open the door for me ,, i go to the toilet n force myself to vomit again(i did flush kae Xp) & finally i go to bed lo .. haiz .. when i woke yesterday .. i feel very bad cos i''m not sure about my feeling .. i was thinking whether i wanna vomit or i'm hungry .. i feel wanna faint oso .. very2 weak n i hate it .. so i decide to take shower .. i feel very ill arh !! damn !! after that i cook maggie kari + egg .. but still the same .. i lie on the sofa n sleep .. sms-ing my fwenz .. still feel weak .. n i still feel wanna vomit a bit now .. urghh !! ok .. now i'm working .. hungry o .. ahahaha .. feel sleepy although i think i sleep almost the whole day today .., gila apa .. hahaha ..

aq rindu seseorang ne .. tp dya benci aq .. sakit hati aq .. ternangis aq time dya ckap dya benci kat aq .. huh .. aq harap ko x qo x benci aq .. aq x ble trima wae .. dlu qo penah ckap qo xkan benci aq .. tp apa skunk ne ?? sakit ati aq taw .. hmm .. xpa r .. juz want u 2 noe .. pa yg aq pnah gtaw qo .. smua toh betul .. aq x kisah r qo toh panas baran .. aq ok jak .. syg kat qo .. k la .. maw men game luk .. actually i'm sleepy .. hahahah .. mmuahxx !!

^_^

!! muahx !!

neRdnYa...

aiyooo...lama uda bha sa mw bgtw nie...why oll my kolej fwens looks so nerd...aiseh....sometimes dorg bkin pans jua nie..heheheh...terutamanya c kuat perasaan c asi2..perasan yang dia tu charming...handsme...dui...agak2 lar....entah pumpuan mana yang budu then ko blang tu pumpuan minat ko...aiyooo....punya lar...terbalik dunia sa dgr ko ckp mcm tu...hhuhuhu...sandy nya....eeee...tekanan jua sa nmpk kmu smua kdg2...eee....tolong lar...aiyo....

wOrK2 ..

huhu .. actually yesterday was d last day i work here at dis cyber .. but i was told to work for a 2 more days cos my class will only start next Monday .. mayb .. hahaha .. besides my boss haven't find anyone to replace me .. duh .. hmmm .. i hope 2day is my last day here cos 2mro i have to go to the bank to buy no. pin PTPTN .. huhuhu .. so sa xmaw dtg kja sok .. x org dpt tlg sa .. my bro ?? no way .. x masa duank .. uhuhuh .. my fwenz pla ada class .. adeyh .. amacam ne .. boss .. tlg la aku .. hmm .. ow .. 2day i feel better ady .. in d morning still ada fever ckit lo .. but now kurank sua .. sakit badan ckit2 .. hmm .. need to cut my hair .. long ady .. huhuhu .. f my fwen can go .. then we will go to cut our hair this Saturday lo .. f not .. Sunday .. hmm .. w8 n c lo .. so tired ow .. last nite cant sleep well .. 2 days ady .. miss my fwenz .. mmuahhxxz !! ^_^

PS : dis pic saja2 only .. IHY didn't mean I Hate You my fwenz .. heee .. ^3^

STDE

i''M sIcK !!!!

i'm sick ow !! today when i woke up .. it was very bad !! huhuhu .. y ?? i dunnoe .. my body's very hot .. i think i got fever lo .. then i can't get up from my bed .. my back was very painful !! huhu .. it's hard for me to move .. even hard for me to take shower lo .. then when i walk to work .. sunlight shines on !! urgh !! make me feel wanna faint argh !! very dizzy .. huhu .. headache .. now still not feeling well .. till now i already ate 3 panadols .. morning i ate panadol for muscle and joint pain i think .. then eat normal one .. huhu .. my back still sakit !! tolong la .. just now layan customer pun cam maw mati sua .. aduyh .. tummy ache g .. huh ! hate it !! really sick !! badly sick !! feel wanna vomit n many la .. y la like diz .. hmm .. it's ok la .. hope later i'll b ok .. really hate this feeling .. unable to do many things .. feel very damn weak !! hmm ..

aGaK2LaR....

today...urh...tasu btul...kii knw that u r perfect lar bt one thing that u should knw is im not a gurl what u think before...sa tw jua lar mw bahagi masa antara belajar dgn main...sa main2 jua bha tapi sa tw jua mw belajar...sa ingt dunia jua bha...mw ja sa tumbuk ko tapi sa ingat ko tu kawan sa...agak2 lar...jangan lar kuat perasaan ..sa tw lar ko lebih better dari kami dua...tapi agak2 jua lar...huhuhu...sa bkannya apa...lama uda sa bersabar dgn ko...tapi sa diam ja...huuuu....enth sampai berapa byk lagi tahap kesabaran sa...hhuhu....Fran...be patient...huhuhuu...

SAVE ME !!!

half day off today ..

i arrive almost 1pm .. huhuhu .. yea .. next morning i have 2 clean diz cyber .. huhu .. hmm .. maybe i'd made a wrong decision today .. huu .. stressful .. what should i do with diz wrong step .. coz i can go back another step .. have to move on .. n change later .. wat a crazy life of me .. i did it like JUZ FOR FUN .. FUN ??!! aren't that crazy .. it's my future .. o my dearest fwen .. SAVE ME arghhh !!! huhuhu .. hmmm .. STDE kae .. love u all !! muahxx !! ^^

ahahaha .. y diz pic arh ?? actly i got tummy ache .. so i think it suit .. XD

yesterday i ate too much chili .. datz y got tummy ache .. haha .. ow .. wanna tell something .. 2 days ago i my cuzie n i stay at home .. we cook d rice n place a 'telur masin' in it .. when d rice ody cook .. my cuzie took d egg n then wanna cut it in2 half .. she call me .. wanna noe y ?? d egg had rotten liao !! just imagine d smells of rotten egg .. urgh !! make u wanna vomit .. BLUEK !! one more thing .. d rice smells bad too !!!! so we decided 2 throw it n cook once more .. uhuhu ..

MORALE VALUE : make sure ur eggs r OK .. f rotten ody juz buang lo .. cuz u'll waste rice juz bcuz of an egg .. huhuhu .. :C

haahahah...its true lalenk...mcm sa tw mana ko keja tue...hahahh...bkan sma2 kah tue...blum sampai setengah hari kita uda lari dr tue tpt keja...gla...punya penat tue keja sna...suda lar panas...mw terbakar tangan sa..huhuhu...uda lar panas tia lagi dapt duduk..mcm lar kta nie robot mw berdiri 24 jam...huhuhu...sandy..sandy..hahahah...apa pun its an experience genk...hahahah...

new .. new .. juz a place to share wat we feel n lots more .. very bored .. after spm .. started 2 find any job .. got some .. good .. bad .. fun .. worst .. tried it .. d worst job is d one i'd only work 4 a few hours and left w/o telling n tk salary .. wahaha .. stupid wat .. heee .. so .. anythng .. juz share lo genk .. jan kmu pura2 sna .. geget kmu .. mix language .. 华文也可以 .. hahaha .. w8 4 u guyz .. love u ol .. fwenz 4eva !!

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